it was about MATHEMATICS ......

I still remembered  when i was in form3 at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Bukit Gading,this time is my last year I learn 'Bahasa Arab Tinggi' and this year also I sat for PMR examination.In this year,many things happened and one of them is when everytime mathematics class that thought by Pn.Nik Fazlirianti,I always need to sit around the special table in my class that my teacher do.It is because,I one of the students that got the lower marks for mathematics paper.We're all give fully attention but in the same time,my embarrassed feelings at my friends too tough.But,what can I do.What makes me feel not very comfortable in that class when my teacher always mock the special students.But,that is not the reason to me to do not want to study in her class.

PMR examination is near around,and i still sat around the special table.I could not understand what her taught.Sometimes,I want to ask my friend's help who are more clever than me but i feel little bit shy.There was once,when I asked my friend's help in mathematics but until now they don't came up with help.Sad thing.At home,i learned by myself,know or not it doesn't matter for me.My sisters are all busy with their career so that i don't have time to ask their help.I studied by myself,using PMR reference books bought by my ummi.

Until the most scared time,where mathematics paper for the PMR examination arrived.I keep on reciting selawat and prays before answering the paper because I'm too scared and I want to prove to my teacher that I can achieved success  by studying myself with reference books as the others.When the exam finished,automatically I lost my feared.

A few months later,when the result is going to be told,I make the hajat prayer at night and accepted the result with an open heart.Fortunately,the result was satisfying.When I was facing the small examination before,I got 'E' but when in the PMR examination i got 'B'.Even though,it was only 'B',I was so proud of me because in the class I'm not lazy to study and did not train myself to hate mathematics.My teacher who knows my result was so happy and shared the happiness too.And now,I am interested to keep studying mathematics.