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Self-development
I try not stopping writing although
I know it is hard. English not as simple as we know. Like Arabic language too. We
must learn. Because of that, Islam thought us to always read and learn. The more we learn, we will be more respected. Everything it’s happen with their story. We are given a test to see how far we find him again when
there is a problem. The story starts last year. Still
rang in my
ears and playing
in the eyes of what happened. It’s
hurt but just can shut up my mouth and keep in bottom of my heart.
I was able to continue
education at Politeknik Sultan Abdul Halim Mua’dzam Shah as architecture
student. My mother said that I lucky because got in polytechnic. But the adventures
start now. As we know that life as architecture student not easy like we know. And
my lecture says the same to me. They say “architecture not an easy subject but
the hard subject. If you a lazy person or like to postpone your work please
leave the course. How you all think when your lecture said something like that?
I take a deep breath. Slowly. Then I say to my heart that I want to try a new
thing.
I try but I failed. I don’t have skill to sketch. I start down when
midterm. My entire friend is ex-art student. So of course they can do right. Until
we all want to final exam, I started avoiding my friend because shy that I don’t
have that ability to sketch. When I got GB (gagal berhenti), my parent always
scold at me. Say anything what in their heart. They very disappointed with me. Because
I’m their first daughter. How you can imagine right? I slow to change my self. From
always cheer, happy person become silences person and more to seeing people and
hear. How you can imagine an active person become like that.
Then in silent I fill KPTM form in multimedia. That’s my dream from form 5.
I want that course but my mother say that, that course were too much jobless. She
wants me to take culinary or hotel management. It’s not in my heart. People always
say that “do what you want to do before you regret for your whole life”.
Then I get the opportunity study as multimedia student. Yeah!! Awesome
right? In happy because got in there, but I still worried that my parent won’t
allow me to get in there. I try to slow talk with my dad because I a bit closer
with him. And he said that he never force me with I will do but make sure
discuss with him first whatever I want to do. Then I try talk with my mother. And
she has to accept because my dad was agreed. Then I get encourage and more
spirit wants to learn a new thing again. I won’t let you down again dad. I promise.
I want to prove to my mother that I will success.
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